Wednesday, 27 January 2010
Hooray. I got a job. In a dried fruit shop. Go me. (Finally a job where I don't have anything to do with corpse!) It's only twenty hours, but it's better than nothing. Means I can have time to maybeee sort out my life, which I'm pissing away at the moment. I have too many hopes that I'm just kind of sat on my arse doing bugger all to fulfill them, possibly because I have a lot of them on my plate... I think I need a kick up the arse and to stop making excuses.
Secretly quite bummed about the whole University-fail thing. I was really hoping to go, just to occupy myself for three years, but that's probably why I didn't get in. Maybe I'll apply again and go for something different, rather than Geology go for Physical Geography or Conservation. I think my ideal way to go would be up in some treehouse in the rainforest canopy counting Gibbons. Seriously, I'd love that too much.
I'm reading up some stuff about the cruelty trade and I'm worried that at somepoint soon I'm going to tip and end up going A.L.F on everyone's ass. I know I won't; I'm surely too much of a pussy but sometimes it's a thought that crosses my mind. Not gonna happen though. Maybez.
Hurghhh. Maybe it's January, maybe it's the waning winter but I'm feeling down lately. (excuses are my fave) Can't seem to find joy in many things at the moment. It'll pass soon though, I hope.
Going to make carrot cake cupcakes tomorrow, in the hope that seeing people go nuts over them will cheer me up a bit. Sounds totally lame but I wish I had another vegan friend! I'm cast adrift in a sea of meat eaters and at the moment it's sort of doing me in. Bleghh. Again, hopefully that'll pass. What's with this entry being totally pathetic! Buh! Cheer uppp!
Ahaha, something that did cheer me up earlier today; the fact that I don't smell the way I used to? Sounds weird, but you know everyone has their own smell...? Or am I weird? Well anyway, I smell of spice. Ahaha... I definitely put it down to my diet! But it's way way way better than probably smelling of cheese when I used to be vegetarian. Well, there's a strange notion for you...